以及为什么我会这么忧郁。。。。

feel like too old to love, hate or hold any kind of intense emotion. this life is so tiring but the more i yearn to escape from it the more i get trapped in.
people. talking. just go on and on. they are endless.
it's not anybody else' problem but solely mine. i've got this damn psychology so i carry it everywhere.
can somebody just help me.

↑无病呻吟

「好难理解别人的感情 明明自己也体会过 但是某一天就全部跑掉一丁点都找不回来」
我也会有这种感觉啊！！！我想这是自私的不顾别人的人的共**？！一辈子做自私鬼吧！！没人爱就自己爱自己嘛