思念

                        天是阴沉的,
                        我现在这么想.
                        可是,
                        当我抬起头时,
                        为什么眼睛感觉像针扎一样刺呢?
                        胸口一阵闷得慌,
                        只因,
                        我感到一种异样的美,
                        一次一次猛烈地袭击着我的心.
                        我喘不过来气.

                         大概,是我想起了你吧?
                        剑皇兽.
                        不得不承认,
                        你是我生命中的一次悸动.
                        你在我的心中挥之不去,
                        真的.

                        喜欢你,是一种没理由的表现,
                        确实,喜欢你,不需要理由,
                        关于你在剧中的一切,
                        我已不想再说.
                        我很害怕,很害怕那种结局.
                        两个版本的结局,
                        都会让我的心很痛.
                    
                        我真的很无能,
                        我发现,我在躲避你.
                        我很恨现在的自己,
                        可是,我又怕再一次的泪如泉涌.
 
                        ……
 
                        但,在家里,
                        我抱着一块冰冷的粉红色玻璃雕塑失声痛哭.
                        我终于发现,
                        我对你的思念是割不断的,
                        “真的吗?”
                        我释然的笑了.

                        让我尽情的思念你吧,
                        没有时间和空间的约束.
                        看,天很蓝.
                        晚霞,很美丽.