She dreams of being an actress, he wants to be a film-maker. She will be a singer, and he the composer. Once again, this slight deviation from their primary desire unites them. At least it will do so until Laurent decides to turn into something concrete the film project that obsesses him. A name, Giorgino, that will change the game and bring an end to their beautiful harmony.
她梦想成为银幕明星,他渴望做一个大导演,最后她唱歌,而他写歌。又一次地,他们都同样微妙地偏离了最初梦想,却不谋而合,这样的关系至少维持到Laurent真的打算在电影上干出点成绩来,而那部电影的名字就是《Giorgino》。电影打破了两人的游戏规则,差点葬送了两人的和谐关系。
It is during the shooting of the film, in Slovakia, for five months between January to May 1993, that things will turn sour at the heart of the Farmer/Boutonnat tandem. The reason is very simple: obsessed by this project he has been nurturing for over ten years, Laurent is unrecognisable. He no longer listens to Mylene, is only in the service of “Giorgino”, which he wants to turn into a masterpiece. “As soon as shooting started, my behaviour became uncontrollable. I didn’t think of myself, or of others, I only thought about the film. I became someone else. I felt like a madman, from some other world. I could have killed somebody in cold blood”.
电影在斯洛伐克拍摄了五个月,从93年的一月到五月,这对同舟共济的组合之间产生了罅隙。原因非常简单:Laurent沉迷在这部酝酿了十年的电影里,像变了一个人。他不再聆听Mylene的话语,只是变成了电影的奴隶,以为自己会排出一部经典。“拍摄一旦开始,我就无法控制自己的行为了,我不再想到自己或他人,全部的心思都扑到了电影上。我变成了另一个人,一个疯子,一个能随时切断别人喉咙的冷血怪物。”
Mylene suffers. For the first time since they met, ten years earlier, she feels terribly alone. “I discovered another man. For better or worse, our relationship evolved during filming, this had to be acknowledged, quite simply. He was harshest with me, but that, that was fair enough. What was surprising was to see him sinking into a sort of madness that made me feel like I, the most fragile being in the world, was faced with a war machine!”
Mylene受尽了折磨。从两人相遇十年以来,她第一次感到了可怖的落单。“我看见的是另一个人,不管是好还是坏,我们的关系在拍摄期间改变了,这点必须承认,显而易见。他对我很苛刻,但只是那样就还好,只不过看到他陷入那样的疯狂之中,让我变成了世界上最脆弱的人,面对的只是一台冷冰冰的机器!”