Fairly speaking I'm much more mild now than what I was 3 or 4 years ago. But still I have my own underline. Just like what I did this Tuesday . I can speak to u like I was a totally bending down my back and could listen to u much more sincerely than anytime before. I gave u opportunity but u still drag ur face like I had owed u a world. And I believe u thought u could get st. Actually u got some, but u was not satisfied, like u could get more than u wanted. And things just go in a totally controvert way as u thought. I think u r considering to act what accurately what u did at the very beginning this week, it seems like I could turn around again like what happened times ago. But this time u r wrong. I gave u a chance, I could regard u as a best friend in this bar world. But it does not mean u could behave like u r my the one. Frankly speaking at the beginning u meant nothing to me, what u get now r all owe to ur perseverance efforts. And I was and am totally appreciate it. However u ruin all what u built all by urself. And u still don't realize it. What a pity... And now I am really thinking about canceling all ur contact information just like we never met before. Otherwise, i d rather ignore u like a transparent being although I keep ur place here. However it's a beautiful day today which totally owe to ur mistake that u would come at this very day, thank u I don't have to wait until 6 to get home in such a late time. Bye then.