Father 父亲 I AM SORRY 对不起 I FAILED YOU 我让你失望了 I DON`T KNOW HOW TO WIN 我不知道如何赢 I HAD TO INVENT NEW RULES 我不得不创造新规则 I THOUGHT YOU WOULD WANT ME TO STAY ALIVE 我想你会希望我活着 NOW YOU ARE NOT SURE 但你现在不确定了 IF YOU THINK I HAVE LOSE MY WAY 如果你认为我已迷失 MAYBE I SHOULD DIE 也许我应该死去 I WILL NOT SUFFER 我不痛 IF I DO NOT SURVIVE 如果我撑不下去 THANK YOU 谢谢你 FOR CREATING ME 创造了我